meh

I cannot find the words anymore. Writing has become a heavy chore, but still, I must show up. I have to show up for swimming and cycling and running even when it doesn’t feel like anything is clicking, even when I feel sluggish and my legs feel heavy and fat. 

I have done a decent job of managing my time in May, but I need to make strides in handling my finances and time better. I spend too long on Instagram and watching basketball and Netflix. This week I missed my running and cycling goals, and it’s not for lack of time, but because I didn’t manage my time correctly. 

However, I did manage to get Crew Serve Qualified and that’s probably what I should celebrate. I won’t force the issue with writing today. 

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