yo, i’m actually quite dope

On December 1st, I took my PMP Exam and I passed! In the last entry on this blog, I mentioned how at times I am overcome with fear at the prospect of beginning new things. It hasn’t been pleasant, nor exciting, to feel like I have to start over from nothing. But at some point, my mindset shifts from being a beginner and I buy in. 

PMP Certificate, a great accomplishment I am very proud of
The process of obtaining the PMP itself brought challenges, but it also brought along the feeling that regardless of whether I obtained the qualification or not, I was going to learn something valuable. This experience of learning for learning’s sake was deeply rewarding, and the sessions of quizzes, reading, and note-taking eventually paid off. 

I always wondered what my life could be like if I simply applied myself to my learning. What could happen if I gave things a little bit more effort? I wanted to set myself up to always go a little bit further in everything I do. I want to answer one more question. I want to read one more article. I want to watch one more minute of the YouTube video. I became engrossed in my learning experience. 

Now, here is another thing that happened. Recently, I went to the Mardi Gras ball, and I danced! I have never really danced before, but this time felt different. I wanted to dance. I felt confident. At the ball, I also spoke and mingled with strangers. I played poker at the IP Casino afterward and won $100. While that’s beside the point, the interesting thing to mention is that I began to explore the what-ifs in life. Not to mention, I looked sharp! What if I danced just to dance? What if I studied just to learn? 

Chilling at the Mardi Gras Ball, New Orleans
For my next act, I’ll take a second shot at becoming a Naval Officer! I am so determined to make this happen, to devote every second necessary to putting myself in the best position to succeed. I want it bad! And now that I have built momentum, I need to keep completing each and every milestone to make this happen. 

This year, I eliminated over $10,000 in credit card debt. I earned a PMP certificate. I began to gain the trust of my co-workers. I traveled to Hot Springs, Arkansas, and I celebrated my first Friendsgiving with my Gulfport family!

Hot Springs, Arkansas

I have so many other accomplishments that would be too long to list, but the point is, I’m finally feeling myself again. I’m enjoying life, and smiling, and realizing it ain’t so bad!